thoughts for rent.

i had a dream last night about the future walter. he was probably about 3 weeks old and i was changing his diaper. jordan walked up from behind me, kissed my shoulder and rubbed both of my hips. walter smiled at us. he was wearing a navy blue onesie with thin white horizontal stripes. his hair was light brown and his eyes were the ocean. i never imagined a clear picture of a face before now. i felt like he was ours. i didn’t want to wake up. 

he felt real. his smile is burned into my brain. his face will end all sadness.